3 days ago
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People will never change

Like to be honest she will never change nor will I. Our views are completely different and to be honest it is best if we just don’t talk anymore. She wants me out of her life? fine so be it. I am at the point where I really just want to stop apologizing for being myself. I am sorry I annoy her. I am sorry that I am not “perfect” as her. I am sorry I can’t fit into her social group. But what I am not sorry about is for being who I am. I can’t change my values. My values are what make me unique. Heck, it makes everyone different. Whether she accepts that it is a fact of life is up to her. Just because we are blood related does not mean that we she cares for me. She’s “mature, smart, and all the above”, but what she lacks most? She lacks caring for her own sister and treating her as an equal. Not bossing me at every moment of my life. Not telling me that I am wrong. But just being there without any judgement. I wish I had a sister like that. I really do.

2 weeks ago
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If it’s meant to happen, it will happen.

That’s all I have left honestly. I just have to wait if this is for me. 

1 month ago
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Problems

I seriously thought we grew past this subject. But no it keeps coming up. He is one of my best friends but this is getting ridiculous. I am honestly just so tired of this. Like I am trying to be happy. I MEAN IT WAS HIGH SCHOOL. Leave it in high school. like its been months… -___- I am happier with my life now. (happy ish) studying has just beeen ugh. But still. he seriously needs to get his priorities straight. Currently I have been trying to help him find what he wants to do and he is still indecisive…. like dude its college. Get it together. And until he does he just looks like a child to me honestly. Choose an occupation and be done. 

1 month ago
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GUESS WHO IS GOING TO AKON

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LIKE THE EXCITEMENT IS SO UNREALLLLL. I ACTUALLY PAID BY MYSELF I FEEL LIKE AN ADULT NOW.

1 month ago
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Overflow

I just went to overflow and omg the group is beyond amazing. People are so nice and either way they are a baptist. I am totally going again. I met people from the other university close to mine and ugh I am so beyond excited for tuesday you have no idea :)

1 month ago
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1 month ago
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College Camp

My roommate is so awesome ^^ I am so glad I got her as a roommate. I live in a all girls dorm with one bathroom/showers for the whole floor which is the downside. But tomorrow I get to meet all the other people in my hall. Yesterday we had a block party which was fun! We got free food and stuff :) I got like four new tshirts this weekend lol. There is so diversity here I absolutely love it. Classes start soon and I am super nervous :/ I just hope I do well. I just wanna devote to studies honestly. BUT THE GYM THO <3 I LOVEEE ITTT. I love my room its bigger than my sisters. Ugh I am so excited for school at the moment. :D Now I am going to walk around the school and see where my classes are.

2 months ago
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Something That We're Not
Demi Lovato
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I love the lyrics :0 

2 months ago
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Today was the last day I am going to hang out with this ugly person.. :( This picture was when I left for boston of him. Ugh I am going to miss the movie days and getting fat with him. We also went to whole foods 0.0 which was the BEST FARMERS MARKET EVERRRRR. There is none nearby… so when we went downtown we saw one and had to go! We also went to the mall and expensive one…… LIKE IT WAS CRAZY ON THE STORES THEY HAD… They had nice cars all over the place and the stores were all brand name. I couldnt even walk in any of them. I felt out of place… I am going to miss him sooooooo muchhhh ;___;

2 months ago
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Update on Japan

I looked at the studying abroad and in order for me to actually be a full time student at a university for 6 months would require me to take summer courses. Some people took 20 hours worth of classes just to study abroad. And unfortunately I can’t do that or have the ability to take all those classes at once. So I decided that I am going to apply but for the summer program. Which is roughly just 6k. I am going to apply for scholarship and see how much I recieve and see if it all works out. Ugh I am very disappointed but at the same time I would rather get good grades and not retake any courses. Its only going to be for two months which is alright I guess.