1 day ago
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Ugh I am beyond stressed right now. I can’t even imagine. 

4 days ago
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College Camp

My roommate is so awesome ^^ I am so glad I got her as a roommate. I live in a all girls dorm with one bathroom/showers for the whole floor which is the downside. But tomorrow I get to meet all the other people in my hall. Yesterday we had a block party which was fun! We got free food and stuff :) I got like four new tshirts this weekend lol. There is so diversity here I absolutely love it. Classes start soon and I am super nervous :/ I just hope I do well. I just wanna devote to studies honestly. BUT THE GYM THO <3 I LOVEEE ITTT. I love my room its bigger than my sisters. Ugh I am so excited for school at the moment. :D Now I am going to walk around the school and see where my classes are.

6 days ago
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Something That We're Not
Demi Lovato
Demi

I love the lyrics :0 

1 week ago
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Today was the last day I am going to hang out with this ugly person.. :( This picture was when I left for boston of him. Ugh I am going to miss the movie days and getting fat with him. We also went to whole foods 0.0 which was the BEST FARMERS MARKET EVERRRRR. There is none nearby… so when we went downtown we saw one and had to go! We also went to the mall and expensive one…… LIKE IT WAS CRAZY ON THE STORES THEY HAD… They had nice cars all over the place and the stores were all brand name. I couldnt even walk in any of them. I felt out of place… I am going to miss him sooooooo muchhhh ;___;

1 week ago
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Update on Japan

I looked at the studying abroad and in order for me to actually be a full time student at a university for 6 months would require me to take summer courses. Some people took 20 hours worth of classes just to study abroad. And unfortunately I can’t do that or have the ability to take all those classes at once. So I decided that I am going to apply but for the summer program. Which is roughly just 6k. I am going to apply for scholarship and see how much I recieve and see if it all works out. Ugh I am very disappointed but at the same time I would rather get good grades and not retake any courses. Its only going to be for two months which is alright I guess. 

1 week ago
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Why is she even liking my picture..

I dont ever want to see your face or talk to you again. Like I seriously thought I made myself clear. Or would I have to make a huge poster for you to understand? Pathetic

1 week ago
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Goals for college
  1. I want to at least have a 3.5 GPA and get into nursing school
  2. Find enough scholarship to go to Japan. (need to apply early..) 
  3. Find a balance of social life and school
  4. Workout at least 4 times a week. Three days cardio and one day take a class/Lift weights.
  5. Wake up early and study or a 10 minute walk
  6. Be healthy

I am seriously considering taking nutrition as a minor but we shall see. 

1 week ago
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This place is so beautiful at night omg. Yesterday I hung out with trung and some of his friends. They are so funny XD I had a blast yesterday. We just went walking around at this city where it was built around a huge pond 0.0 It was incredible. Sigh I definitely wanna go here and run. It looks so beautiful… We kept getting lost it was ridiculous… But hey I had fun hehe. 

1 week ago
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So life is pretty good :3 I passed PTCE YAYYYYY. all that hard work really paid off. I am so beyond excited for the future. In a week I get to move in and meet new people EPPP. I hung out with my friend trung today :/ we always watched movies together so this was our last movie together. We are super close :) I could lay on him like it means nothing just as friends. He is truly an awesome friend hehe. We also went to eat yogurttt as usual. This whole week I am planning to spend time with my friends before I leave. Which is nice. Since I haven’t like all summer… I am hanging out with dragon tomorrow. ^^ lately we both been stressed so~ yea. My sister although is making me hang out with one of her friends… which I don’t wannaa…. BUT anyway this whole week is dedicated to anime, sleep, packing, and friends :3

2 weeks ago
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I can finally just work on one thing. School. My grandmother bought me a ring. That ring is not only a purity ring. But it’s a ring where I just devote myself to being independent. Not just relationship wise, but also from my family. Idk my sister and I lately have been having conflict. We see things very differently in life and to me it’s okay. Slowly I am going to meet different people. I don’t want just my sister to be the only person I could talk to. I kinda just wanna meet new people and experience new things. Without being told what to do. I believe that everything I have done I have no regrets. I seriously don’t. Because if I hadn’t done any of those things I would have never grew up. Life has changed alot for me these past few months. I learned to not trust people anymore. I learned that being by myself is okay. I really think it is. Of course I want love. Love is something that is great. But right now I don’t think I could handle another heartbreak. I just really want to be successful and independent. And once I pass nursing school, I wish for one thing. To travel and help others. I am not a settler. I just want to visit the world and save lives. It’s really all I want to do.